December 2008
We're hours away from a new year.
It’s insane to believe that in about 6hours we will no longer be in 2008. Time has been moving so fast. It hasn’t gone at a normal pace in my opinion since 2006. These past two years have just been a blur with so many things happening. And now, there are more to come. And I must say, I am excited for this year.
So many things will be changing. I need to work on my NEW YEARS...
“If I had to describe you in certain words. Complex, would be included in them....”
– Romeo (I cried when I read that text, it was so random and just a great moment in time)
=]
Romeo: I forget you can get nervous. I always see you as calm as a hindu cow.
It has to be the greatest.
I wore all black to my interview. Black dress pants, black dress shirt and my new black cardigan. With my black Steve Madden heels. But my sunglasses were white and my hat was blue =]
I was nervous when waiting to go in, and at first calm when during the interview but when she asked if I had any questions I couldn’t remember. The guy came to see me next and he talked really fast. Hopefully...
I'm too nervous.
So this morning, Samantha and I watched Schindler’s List. I bought it last night after the show also Pride and Prejudice. I wanted to buy like every single movie there. But I didn’t.
I cried with the movie, like I always do. And then I schdule an interview for tomorrow at 10:30am at Lizette’s work. I was really nervous, like oh crap what am I going to do? We went to the mall so...
And I still don't know what to do.
So Sunday night. The show was amazing. I hadn’t been to a local show in two months and to Greene St. Though we saw Mercy Mercedes and Jonas Sees In Color the week before, it was even more exciting this time, just because it was their show.
The first band…I can’t remember their name and don’t feel like looking for the CD. But it’s TTP.
What’s funny about it,...
Oh these moments.
So Samantha and I stayed up talking from midnight til 4am. It was strange, time just went by so fast. I thought we had only talked for about an hour. We talked about everything, well our past. Maybe more, I’m not really sure. We tend to forget what we talk about 5minutes after we talk about it. There must be something wrong with us or we just have wayyyy too much to say.
I miss my...
He's going to be THAT guy.
ME: I wanted to make you one since I'm not going to have my own senior page.
ME: That way it's in everyone's yearbook and Mark Bowman would have it.
Samantha: Many years from now he'll look at it and be like ahh I wonder what happened to Cynthia
ME: No, he's going to be like "ahh Cynthia. She got really hot, I should have talked to her more often when we were in high school."
Samantha: (laughs)
ME: It's just we have this unspoken history.
Samantha "if i'm about to marry an Asian"
Samantha: I hated that Asian guy I married in my dream.
Samantha: If I ever am about to marry him. You have to stop it
ME: Okay, I got it. The priest will be like.
Priest: Who here objects?
ME: I DO (stand up)
Priest: On what terms?
ME: I'M IN LOVE WITH THE BRIDE!
We have a lot to consider but...
Samantha and I talked last night. Had a real talk about us moving in together. I believe the main thing that will be a problem is that we’re going to kill each other. We are both use to living with boys…not girls. So we’ll see how that goes.
She’s nervous and to be honest I am too. I have so much to consider and think about it. And I have to consider her in all of it as...
And I really enjoyed myself.
Yesterday started out not so good. And I started to believe it was going to stay that way.
Surprisingly, it didn’t.
I went to have sushi with Lizette, as a graduation dinner kind of thing. We got all dressed up. We talked about a lot of things. And everything that is going on in our lives individually. It was a really good talk. She says I really should think about it, before I make the...
Spare me a tissue please.
That movie was…I thought it was going to be good a cute funny movie but OH MY GOD it was better than that. It was pretty much AMAZING. It was so sad. Yea it was funny, but I cried so much in that movie. So it’s kind of a movie I wish I watched at home so I can have tissues, and it really wouldn’t matter if my nose and cheeks were red.
The first part I cried at, when she was...
Only in a place like this.
So we got there late to the first showing and it was sold out. So we got our tickets for the one at 7pm. We had Matty and Nathan with us. And trying to find somewhere to go eat that’s open on Christmas was the hardest thing.
I see it as, only in a small town like this would this be a major problem.
We found Walgreen’s open so we got snacks. Matty “I don’t say this very...
I love you too kid even if you piss me off.
David: I love you and your plethora of cute style =)
I'm too old for this.
So we stayed up watching Hod Rod and then went down stairs to play video games. We played my old game DARK ANGEL. Last time that thing had been played was the 31st of May, 2004 at 11:30pm.
ME: dude your not even killing them.
Angel and my little brother didn’t realize her name was MAX because at the bottom near her life it would say MAX rage and they thought that was how mad she was.
We...
texting right next to each other
ME: Dude...want a pop tart?
Angel: Can I eat it on your HEAD
ME: You can eat if on my hand
Angel: Umm I'll think about it, I don't know where your hands have been.
ME: I wash my hands
Angel: So do I literally have to eat it off your hand or will it be fed
ME: off my hand you might bite me if I fed you
Angel: Your right
ME: I knew it
Angel: JK I don't bite, I nibble
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Angel: So what are you into?
ME: I'm not sure. I have a thing for the crazies I guess.
Angel: well I do have a connection to the hospital
ME: To the crazies who aren't super crazy like err maybe a little and are still attractive?
Angel: wow
ME: haha yeaa like who have phobias.
Angel: wow could you go out with a sex addict
ME: I don't know it would depend. Are they a recovering sex addict?
Angel: No
ME: Hmm maybe. If he was only sleeping with me then sure.
Angel: What that'd be too much he'd want to do it every 45minutes that's too much
ME: That bad of a sex addict? Then no maybe just for 2wks.
Angel: Yea same here but you can't have a relationship with them
ME: You never know stranger things have happened.
Angel: True.
So far so good
So my brothers and I spent the night watching OUT COLD, Kurt Cobain (if you haven’t watched it, I suggest you do. It’s really good, I liked it a lot) and half of Art School. I couldn’t stay up anymore. I fell asleep for a bit.
Angel just texted me asking if he could crash here for the night.
So we’re having a sleepover. Which will probably be us staying up all night.
It would be better if it was snowing.
Today would be perfect if it was actually snowing.
It’s been cold enough to make you think it’s snowing but it’s not. And that really makes me sad…and cold.
I want to make snow angels. Like Angel said for me to do so I can say I feel closer to him.
Goodness woman.
So my mum seems to be enjoying the fact that I got my diploma more than I am.
I saw it as, ‘well now I have proof that I’m done and can get on with my life’
she sees it as like “awww.” and (when she saw the announcements we can ordered about my graduation) “let’s get them!” My response “Why? We don’t need them” Her reply...
It's about time.
My diploma finally got here. But what’s a bit lame is that, I finished in August, but they didn’t check my last exam til like the beginning of the month. So it says 9th of December, 2008 that I graduated. Which is fine with me, as long as I get a diploma.
And my skirt from American Apparel finally got here. But it’s too small. I swear their sizes are confusing me wayy too much.
...
you don't kill people you don't know it's a rule.
I’m watching Dumb and Dumber. I love this movie.
Yesterday, Samantha and I went to shopping. Cameron went with us (her little brother, he’s like 5). First we went to Wal-mart. To get a few things and to exchange my coins because I had a lot. It was crazy, I was excepting to get like 20 dollars tops but I got $46.
I bought, candy canes but Nickoloden characters. Dumb and Dumber on DVD...
Well that wasn't my night
At my grandparents, I was out of it.
David smacked my head into the fridge twice and I tried getting him back, only got him once.
He might go to DC with us, so that’d make it more fun.
We’re so mean to each other.
Lizette waxed me. It started off like
ME: did you get wax in my hair?
Lizette: No
(wax gets on my hair).
and then she spilled basically rubbing alcohol on my face...
It's just a rule.
Mum: I want to watch that Tom Cruise movie, that Val-whatever
ME: You can't watch movies you can't pronounce
David: Or movies based on books you've never read. It's a rule
ME: Exactly
I just want to curl up.
It’s been a long weekend.
We aren’t leaving to DC til the 31st so that’s great, I’ll be spending new years with great people and then there’s a party going on the 3rd of January.
Friday- I went to the mall with my family, my mum got new boots and I got the Steve Madden shoes I had wanted, but in black she said it’s more ‘practical’ I like them a...
So can I or not?
David: Stop being so mean! dang!
ME: It's in my nature, I can't help it.
David: You're bitter!
ME: And you're cruel. So what?
David: You're like the grinch except all year around
ME: So are you
David: No no I'm like saint nick all year long
ME: That would make me an angel then.
David: hahaha niggga please
ME: I speak only truth
David: If the truth were lies then yes!
ME: You're no better than I am. And you know it.
David: =/
So many things.
We might go to DC. And I’m excited, I want to see the Holocaust and bunch of other museums as well. And I’d get to see MISAEL! I feel I haven’t talked to him and seen him in more than 2yrs and I know it’s only been a year. And the best part of us going is that we’d probably stay with his family!!!
Which would be great, I have so much to tell him. I haven’t...
new shoes
My silver Cobra-lo steve madden shoes just got here!
I’m going to go write a song about them like I said I would.
Just lay here with me, if only for a moment.
The Sun and The Moon by Mae. Is my favourite song by them, besides Suspencion.
It makes me want to lay here, forever if only possible.
I close my eyes and just listen and see the most pleasant things ever. And it puts a smile on my face.
well at least that's over
Once again on my livejouranl I’m not sure if I ever mentioned that I once had a dream that I was married to Tom Cruise. And ever since I would say “well…I guess I have to marry him” now that does not have to happen!!!! (what a relief) I had a dream last night that I got secretly married and this is the funny/weird part, to Ryan Donowho. It was soo tiiight just the way...
really gotta hand it to you.
It was amazing! I loved the show. I hadn’t been to one in a month! And it was perfect for it to be Taking Back Sunday. We leave, get to downtown and start to walk around looking for a bathroom. We see bands walking around. We went into this Starbucks but realized it was at a like business suites kind of thing. And could not find the bathroom reading the map so we left. Saw Mercy Mercedes...
lovely
Today is the day we shall go see TAKING BACK SUNDAY. I’m excited, I’m FINALLY going to be able to see them. I can’t even believe it actually. They’re like the bond of mine and Samantha’s friendship, what started it all. What started this forever lasting friendship we shall have. So we are both very anxious for this. I got a flu shot yesterday and I whined trying to...
Man up!
Saturday- I couldn’t get out of bed. Which is very sad. But I managed and started picking up my room a bit more.
I don’t think I’ll ever stop reorganizing and throwing stuff away. We went to Angie’s for dinner. Hayley and I dressed up, we had bows, headbands and fuzzy scarfs on.Then Samantha came and got me. We decided to walk the mall til it closed. It was 8:30pm when we...
Did we just...shtt! shtt!
Samantha came over yesterday, we watched About A Boy and played Peg Game the one from Cracker Barrel while listening to the twilight soundtrack. I said I was going to carry that game around with me. Jonathan had a band concert today. So they left and Samantha and I left 5minutes after them. Trying to park had to be the hardest thing to do. She hit a non-moving van. it was so funny and really like...
Why con't he be real?
I had an amazing vivid dream. I wrote it in my notebook. Oh yea I’m finally using my stack from the 100 notebooks.
(well unless you’ve read my Livejournal you won’t know what this is about. I bought 100 notebooks well I only have 78 currently. Because I thought it’d be neat to have each one be for something different.) Well this one is called DREAMS and I’m only...
And I'm happy with the ending.
I finished Breaking Dawn. So in total with all 4 books I read them all in 4 1/2days. I’m in love with the thought of Bella and Edward. It’s just amazing and I was perfectly happy how it ended.
Edward (character only) is honestly the perfect man out there. Only he’s a character. But has made me have high expectations for men and strange ones too….
But on an edgier...
And I'll be screaming for years.
Or maybe just many nights. Maybe that’s why I want to stay up til 5am so I can have a dreamless nights. Don’t get me wrong, dreams are amazing. But mine can get really trippy and make you wonder what drugs I’m taking. I have to say Breaking Dawn is freakin INSANEEE!!! I can’t even begin to explain how this is going to mess with my head more than the rest…other...