February 2011
It takes a lot for me to give up on someone and...
January 2011
“And yet does it not all come again to the fact that it is a man’s world? For if...”
– The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via redwagon)
Oh I worry for my future husband, boyfriend, heaven sakes my children if they were to ever get sick. My little brother has had the flu and I was the only one home this morning to “take care of him”. I forced him to get up and take his medicine, he took a shower, went back to sleep. I spent the next 3hrs watching a movie and doing my make up, remembered him and he had a fever of 103!...
Good Morning y’all….I need my coffee.
You know what I don’t like and find totally not classy? Talking about your drunken excavates in public. Talk about it on your blog, in private, with your friends I don’t care. But to be out, either working or seeing someone you know and just loudly talk about it. I know it’s none of my business but that’s how I feel and my opinion. It is really, really un-classy and...
Yesterday was 40-45 degrees and super sunny and you know what? I actually found it to be such a nice day, not too cold, it has to have been the sun being out. This scares me, have I been in North Carolina far too long?
Okay so I mentioned starting to try working on myself. I know I have rough days and even worst nights but I’m trying, I’m really trying. I want to be happy, I don’t know why I make it so complicated for myself. It’s not hard, it shouldn’t be hard.
Here are a few things I will be working on
work out regularly again
curse less
try shopping less
get over this kid
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“Words! Mere words! How terrible they were! How clear, and vivid, and cruel! One...”
– Oscar Wilde in The Picture of Dorian Gray (1890)
“I began to realize how important it was to be an enthusiast in life. He taught...”
– Uncle Oswald by Roald Dahl (via anikapsychedelica)
My emotions are on high and to stop my tears from...
Get it together Cynthia.
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MARRY YOUR...
Dear Ariel,
Babe! Babe! Babe! You know I love you right? Right. Well we gotta talk. I’m not really enjoying this thing you’ve been doing lately which is pushing me away when we are asleep, literally digging your nails into me to make me move. You already get most of the bed which is completely ridiculous seeing as to how small you are. It was one thing to have to deal with whenever...
So this bath I took last night, I got to do some real good thinking. It was exactly what I needed. I won’t lie, I had a moment of “what would Bridget Jones do now?” and as soon as I got out, I wrote in my journal again. It’s been a few months. I got to doing what I do best, making lists of things I need to do. I’m not sure how I feel about basically comparing my...
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things he shouldn't do
when we’re suppose to be working out and he has made me mad then he tries hugging me and kisses my forehead; my sweaty forehead. Even if I’m all “eww that’s gross” because of the sweat, I find it too cute and I love it. I want that more often. He shouldn’t do this to me. Bastard.
it is truly amazing what a hot bath can do.
So this shirt just arrived…yeah okay I was on twitter, Hanna Beth posted about items she was selling. At first I was thinking as I clicked on the link “I’m pretty sure I’m not going to want anything” which I didn’t until I saw this cropped tee. I don’t know why I fell inlove with it but I did. And it is awesome! Totally doesn’t go with my current curly hair and lace flower headband but...
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Daddy knows...
Day 27: A Movie you wish your life could be like
I do not like this question. I keep thinking old age movies, love stories, 80’s movies. But as I thought of it, someone dies in all the ones I picked…so I’m just skipping this.
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i guess it's time i stop avoiding to clean my...
Starting off Friday….right?
this is the part where I start to let my feelings...
This is the part I should stop myself. This is the part where I’m upset at myself for allowing this to happen.
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Caramel- City High
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Caramel- City High
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This is usually how our car rides go. I love it when she pushes on my hand to let me know she wants to rest her head.
of course it’s after she looks out the window.
and feels the AC in her face
xoxo.
DAY 26: FAVORITE FORM OF EXERCISE
This is asking for the most inappropriate response EVER! I will not cave in though, nope I will not. I am going to write about what I like to do for exercise, I like to run, running is fun and it distracts you from everything else.
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This is usually how our car rides go. I love it when she pushes on my hand to let me know she wants to rest her head.
of course it’s after she looks out the window.
and feels the AC in her face
xoxo.
that moment you go onto Express.com and realise...
No? Just me? Okay…
One of the worst things I could do is go onto UrbanOutfitters and look at the apartment decor. Out of everything that place has, it’s the one thing to get me hooked.
I really want this bookshelf:
and jewelry hangers, I’ve been looking around everywhere and these are perfect!
This color would go so well on my white walls.
perfect for the billion of earrings I have.
how neat...
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I dream of him, last night I dreamt we were married. Why am I always getting married? I dreamt we were in my bedroom dancing to our song, the song wasn’t playing but we imagined it and we danced. Then we sat down, we sat down on my couch and I rest my head on his shoulder and hold his hand. We aren’t living together yet. But we’re married? Why aren’t we living together yet?...
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Don’t have much...
